Saturday, April 22, 2017

Knowing for sure (that you're loved)

~Saturday Stories~

In my room I sit alone 
Wondering what it feels like 
To know for sure that you're loved 
Because in my mind there's always
The possibility of them just being polite

I'm polite sometimes 
Who is to say my friends
Don't simply feel sorry for 
The girl with the dry humor 
Who does not know when to shut up

Who is to say that the times 
I hug my friends they are not wishing
That I go away and leave them alone
Maybe it would be better for everyone  
If I left before they asked me to

I was told today
That that wasn't true
That when he talked to me
It was because he wanted to 
And not because of duty 

God, I don't even know if I can
Believe that anymore. Open my eyes 
And remind me that Your love is incredible 
And You can use others 
To show me that love on earth. 


  1. Wow, that was really amazing. And heartbreaking. I've known that feeling before, though maybe not quite to that extent.
    Thank you! <3

    1. Thank you, Mikayla! Your comment means a lot to me