Worth

~Saturday Stories~

(This is not about my actual yesterday)

It was really loud.

And I had fun. 

I really did. 

Yesterday. 

But I'm pretty sure

I annoyed 

All my friends. 

Just by being me.

And, no, they 

Would never tell me

And it might not even be true

But I feel like I'm the most 

Annoying person ever. 

And today has been 

Marked, for me, 

By the giant belief

That I am worse 

Than what everyone 

Wishes I would be. 

But see, it's probably all me. 

Or most of it. 

And, yes, I know 

I am loved by 

God, family, friends.

But sometimes it feels

Like there's a great chasm 

Between my worth 

And theirs. 

God, let me let go 

Of this fear.